Seriously pissed! As if fibromyalgia hasn't done enough damage. Now the SLE attacks my joints causing sever pain and loss of social life then it went to my brain causing seizures which stole my memories and added to my inability think(I used to pride myselfonmy intelect, A/B honor roll, top of my HS&college classes) next the meds for the seizures stole my figure, meds for SLE stole my eyesight and now I'm losing my hair which was once very thick and curly. Wtf else is left for SLE and my other illnesses to take from me?! Whats next, my mere existence?! What pisses me off even more is knowing its going to progressively get worse. I'm 37 but feel 85, I don't want to see how I feel when I actually hit 85!(NOT SUICIDAL just pissed).